Chapter One: The Photo That Stopped Me
Her phone lit up for only a second, but it was enough.
On the screen was a picture of a young man in uniform, smiling into the camera with the kind of open face that belongs to someone who still believes life will make sense. He looked no older than twenty. Maybe twenty-one.
But that was not what froze me.
It was the name on the lock screen beneath the photo.
Tyler James Rowan.
My son.
Or rather, my son as he had looked thirty years earlier.
I stared so hard the world around me seemed to drain of sound. The cashier was bagging the formula. The automatic doors hissed open and shut. Somewhere in the next aisle a child was begging for candy. But all of it felt far away.
The nurse noticed my expression and quickly turned the phone toward herself.
“I’m sorry,” she said, wiping at her eyes. “I didn’t mean to—”
“Where did you get that picture?” I asked.
My voice came out thin, stripped clean of everything but shock.
She blinked. “You… know him?”
I swallowed. “That’s my son.”
For a moment, she looked as if she might crumple right there between the chewing gum and the discount batteries.
Then she pressed a hand to her mouth and whispered, “Oh my God.”